Before someone else does

10th grade 

As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

11th grade

The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Senior year 

The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Graduation Day 

A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A Few Years Later

Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Funeral

Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried.

Moral of the blog :

Say I Love You before someone else does 

1st Nephew : Faris Amyar

Muak buat keje Microsoft words (FYP) so bukak lah blogger.com.

Mula2 tertarik dengan post si kucing Dreamer (anak lelaki Ms Fatin Suhana), komen la sikit2 sbb suke beno  nengok kucing comel nieh ^^

Lepas tu tetibe lak terase nak update blog jugak, pastu nak letak gambar dolu2...

You can spot the difference between both picts.

Agak2 ape ek?

Ade yang kate yusairah dulu gemuk..sekarang slim sikit, eheeeem.

Tapi sebenarnye nak hilite kat sini Faris Amsyar tu~

Dulu botak....sekarang dah ade rambut. Makin hensyemmm aunty Deyla Roisah kate ehee.

Faris nie sius besak gedabak..baru 7 bulan dah 8 kilosss.

Macam pegang beras seguni lak..hahaha.

So....sbb tu Yusairah sekarang dah slim! Rahsianye bukan HERBALIFE you all...tp dukung Faris je. hak33

Moral of the blog :

Ade hikmah Allah jadikan Faris berat 8 kilo camtuh...sbb nak bagi Yusairah yg gemuk nie jadi slim kembali sbb dukung dier selalu mueheehehe~

Roses

Theme song : Yuna - Favourite Thing

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hjp2l73YuHs

Orang cakap sebelum buat sesuatu perkara, kite kene paham dulu. Haa..baru2 nie aku xtaw nape boleh jual bunga sedangkan xpaham ape maksud bunga tuh (aku xrase pun itu semua penting...asalkan jual). 

Nak dijadikan cerpen pendek, time first day menjual datang seorg jejaka nieh yg agak perasan hensem tp no comment la...hee. As usual kalau ade customer jenguk booth we need to greet and please them, we have to! So aku pun speaking la bla3 ngan dier sambil promote bunga sbb ingatkan org turkmenistan mane..yang pasti bukan dr chad hahaha. Last2 dier reply melayu, erk. Dier reply speaking aku camnie : "Awak jual bunga kan, boleh saya tahu ape maksud 12 bunga ros merah?". Ahh sudah, aku terkedu bahase sbb aku jual bunga tapi xtaw maksud bunga2 tuh. Tapi xpe, ade je idea nak bidas soalan tuh. Aku jawab : "Hmm..saya tahu maksud 7 red roses je..." bla333 sampai dier pun senyap. (Nasib baik pernah google aritu maksud 7 red roses sbb aku nak bagi someone 7 roses...tapi dalam mimpi jelah hik3). Yeaa berjaya jawab! Dier pun tye : "Awk jual bunga sampai hari apa?", aku jawab lah sampai Ahad malam pastu dier blah walaupun asyik lalu lalang depan booth aku. Lega rasenye wlpun xleh jawab yg 12 roses tu =_='

Tapi...malam yg last dier muncul kembali. Kali nie yg ade kat booth bunga kami bertiga..aku ika tya. Yang mengejutkan dier still nak tye soalan yg same "Boleh saya tahu ape maksud 12 red roses?" .AKU CUAK dan terus jawab "Alamak sy xsempat nak google lah!" , memang typical budak utp betul jawapan tuh. Nasib baik ade ika, dier tolong jawabkan dan aku taw ika main tibai jugak tapi make sense. 

Hmmmm -_-

Pagi tadi aku cube google maksud semua tuh..n then aku gelak sorg2 haha ^^

Sori saya x pandai bermain kata2 dan xkan termakan dgan kata2.

Tapi seriously you got very powerful punchline!

MYMP -Make Your Momma Proud-

Is feeling like wanna write sumtin...tp ape?

Lets stay calm n relax

Then finally i remembered those kind of inspiring words engraving deep inside :

....(¯`v´¯)
..... ·.¸.·´
...¸.·´
.. (
☻/
/▌
/ \
♥
im a princess and a princess wont hold back on her words and actions. i will keep fighting for my people, for my King & for my destiny till its time for me to leave -PrincesSera-

Saved it at my facebook info since few years back. And i do keep my words though u can't see it ^^

For sure i'll promise to :

Make Your Momma Proud!!!!

(Read : Make My Momma Proud!!!!)

Moral of the blog : Thats how i transform into the real Yusairah.

Simply simple~

Sijil Baru

2807...out of the blue aku join kursus pra kahwin. 

Bukan terlalu gatal mahu kawin tapi sebab suke2 ehee...ye ke?

Kami berlima dengan yakin dan bersemangat waja bangun awal pagi semate2 mahu duduk seat paling depan dalam dewan. Tapi amat kiciwa kerana masih ade yang terlebih semangat waja nak banding ngan kitorang. Last2 duk belakang jugak...huhu. Snap pic sikit sbg bukti kami masuk kursus kawen :

Sepanjang kursus dr 8pg sampai 5ptg (ini hari pertama), kitorang maybe expect the unexpected kot....the best word is SLEEPY sbb penceramah xde sense of humour, sume skema. Kursus nie mengimbau kembali zaman dalam kelas ISLAMIC STUDIES dulu..huhu. So oleh kerana ngantuk, aku bukak wifi main utube facebook instagram ngan twitter. Adoii...memang xmasuk la ape yang ustaz ajar kat depan. Kemungkinan besar sijil kursus kahwin aku XVALID sbb aku xdenga betoi2 apa yang diceramahkan. 

Then i jump to one gud solution : Nak pi lagi sekali ngan future...hee 

Walaupun sijil kali nie xbrape nak valid, aku seriously x sabar nak 'grad' ngan segulung ijazah yakni sijil kursus kahwin...then buat hadiah surprise untuk mak dan abah sempena hari RAYA dan hari jadi mereka OGOS nanti :D

Repeat : Hadiah SURPRISE!

Err..maybe this is the most weirdest and mabeles prezent from their doter. Till then wish me luck to complete another sleepy day tomorroe. yeahh fighting!

7 roses

Current mood : Sweet Memories

Here i dedicate 7 roses for you

~Kind-hearted Mr google will help with the meaning of 7~

Luvy Duvy

oh it reached 4000+ 

too busy to check in & consolidate all orders..

btw im glad having parents and dear friends as my backbone

~wish me best of luck~

Moral of the blog :
Bila dah berjaya, sila jangan lupa diri okeyh ^^