Before someone else does

10th grade 

As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

11th grade

The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Senior year 

The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Graduation Day 

A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A Few Years Later

Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Funeral

Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried.

Moral of the blog :

Say I Love You before someone else does 

1st Nephew : Faris Amyar

Muak buat keje Microsoft words (FYP) so bukak lah blogger.com.

Mula2 tertarik dengan post si kucing Dreamer (anak lelaki Ms Fatin Suhana), komen la sikit2 sbb suke beno  nengok kucing comel nieh ^^

Lepas tu tetibe lak terase nak update blog jugak, pastu nak letak gambar dolu2...

You can spot the difference between both picts.

Agak2 ape ek?

Ade yang kate yusairah dulu gemuk..sekarang slim sikit, eheeeem.

Tapi sebenarnye nak hilite kat sini Faris Amsyar tu~

Dulu botak....sekarang dah ade rambut. Makin hensyemmm aunty Deyla Roisah kate ehee.

Faris nie sius besak gedabak..baru 7 bulan dah 8 kilosss.

Macam pegang beras seguni lak..hahaha.

So....sbb tu Yusairah sekarang dah slim! Rahsianye bukan HERBALIFE you all...tp dukung Faris je. hak33

Moral of the blog :

Ade hikmah Allah jadikan Faris berat 8 kilo camtuh...sbb nak bagi Yusairah yg gemuk nie jadi slim kembali sbb dukung dier selalu mueheehehe~

Roses

Theme song : Yuna - Favourite Thing

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hjp2l73YuHs

Orang cakap sebelum buat sesuatu perkara, kite kene paham dulu. Haa..baru2 nie aku xtaw nape boleh jual bunga sedangkan xpaham ape maksud bunga tuh (aku xrase pun itu semua penting...asalkan jual). 

Nak dijadikan cerpen pendek, time first day menjual datang seorg jejaka nieh yg agak perasan hensem tp no comment la...hee. As usual kalau ade customer jenguk booth we need to greet and please them, we have to! So aku pun speaking la bla3 ngan dier sambil promote bunga sbb ingatkan org turkmenistan mane..yang pasti bukan dr chad hahaha. Last2 dier reply melayu, erk. Dier reply speaking aku camnie : "Awak jual bunga kan, boleh saya tahu ape maksud 12 bunga ros merah?". Ahh sudah, aku terkedu bahase sbb aku jual bunga tapi xtaw maksud bunga2 tuh. Tapi xpe, ade je idea nak bidas soalan tuh. Aku jawab : "Hmm..saya tahu maksud 7 red roses je..." bla333 sampai dier pun senyap. (Nasib baik pernah google aritu maksud 7 red roses sbb aku nak bagi someone 7 roses...tapi dalam mimpi jelah hik3). Yeaa berjaya jawab! Dier pun tye : "Awk jual bunga sampai hari apa?", aku jawab lah sampai Ahad malam pastu dier blah walaupun asyik lalu lalang depan booth aku. Lega rasenye wlpun xleh jawab yg 12 roses tu =_='

Tapi...malam yg last dier muncul kembali. Kali nie yg ade kat booth bunga kami bertiga..aku ika tya. Yang mengejutkan dier still nak tye soalan yg same "Boleh saya tahu ape maksud 12 red roses?" .AKU CUAK dan terus jawab "Alamak sy xsempat nak google lah!" , memang typical budak utp betul jawapan tuh. Nasib baik ade ika, dier tolong jawabkan dan aku taw ika main tibai jugak tapi make sense. 

Hmmmm -_-

Pagi tadi aku cube google maksud semua tuh..n then aku gelak sorg2 haha ^^

Sori saya x pandai bermain kata2 dan xkan termakan dgan kata2.

Tapi seriously you got very powerful punchline!

MYMP -Make Your Momma Proud-

Is feeling like wanna write sumtin...tp ape?

Lets stay calm n relax

Then finally i remembered those kind of inspiring words engraving deep inside :

....(¯`v´¯)
..... ·.¸.·´
...¸.·´
.. (
☻/
/▌
/ \
♥
im a princess and a princess wont hold back on her words and actions. i will keep fighting for my people, for my King & for my destiny till its time for me to leave -PrincesSera-

Saved it at my facebook info since few years back. And i do keep my words though u can't see it ^^

For sure i'll promise to :

Make Your Momma Proud!!!!

(Read : Make My Momma Proud!!!!)

Moral of the blog : Thats how i transform into the real Yusairah.

Simply simple~

Sijil Baru

2807...out of the blue aku join kursus pra kahwin. 

Bukan terlalu gatal mahu kawin tapi sebab suke2 ehee...ye ke?

Kami berlima dengan yakin dan bersemangat waja bangun awal pagi semate2 mahu duduk seat paling depan dalam dewan. Tapi amat kiciwa kerana masih ade yang terlebih semangat waja nak banding ngan kitorang. Last2 duk belakang jugak...huhu. Snap pic sikit sbg bukti kami masuk kursus kawen :

Sepanjang kursus dr 8pg sampai 5ptg (ini hari pertama), kitorang maybe expect the unexpected kot....the best word is SLEEPY sbb penceramah xde sense of humour, sume skema. Kursus nie mengimbau kembali zaman dalam kelas ISLAMIC STUDIES dulu..huhu. So oleh kerana ngantuk, aku bukak wifi main utube facebook instagram ngan twitter. Adoii...memang xmasuk la ape yang ustaz ajar kat depan. Kemungkinan besar sijil kursus kahwin aku XVALID sbb aku xdenga betoi2 apa yang diceramahkan. 

Then i jump to one gud solution : Nak pi lagi sekali ngan future...hee 

Walaupun sijil kali nie xbrape nak valid, aku seriously x sabar nak 'grad' ngan segulung ijazah yakni sijil kursus kahwin...then buat hadiah surprise untuk mak dan abah sempena hari RAYA dan hari jadi mereka OGOS nanti :D

Repeat : Hadiah SURPRISE!

Err..maybe this is the most weirdest and mabeles prezent from their doter. Till then wish me luck to complete another sleepy day tomorroe. yeahh fighting!

7 roses

Current mood : Sweet Memories

Here i dedicate 7 roses for you

~Kind-hearted Mr google will help with the meaning of 7~

Luvy Duvy

oh it reached 4000+ 

too busy to check in & consolidate all orders..

btw im glad having parents and dear friends as my backbone

~wish me best of luck~

Moral of the blog :
Bila dah berjaya, sila jangan lupa diri okeyh ^^

Are u daring enough?

"Dont try to understand a girl completely. If u do, either u'll go mad or u'll start loving her"

Worthy Wednesday

Seems like many bloggers will post something as typical as 'Wordless Wednesday'. But for me Wednesday is the right day to hoha hohaa with my mates (rumates, housemates, moviemates, carmate..), and it sounds like 'Wordy Wednesday' (read : Worthy Wednesday). Wednesday means so much to UTP-ians since we will dismiss early from the class to give a short gap for any important varsity's briefing. And today, we even conducting a 2h meeting (right in front of my room) just to discuss on LIBUR thingy this weekend. yeaaahhh!!!!!!  But why this weekend, not next week? Well, we'll ensure to make it the biggest vacation as a good starting point for us the final year students (AFY aka Akak Final Year ok!).  Next week, next 2 week, next 3 week are going to be hellious...believe me zzzzzz. 

After calculating pros and cons of everything + the budget, lets straightly point to our destination :

even foreigner (read : issa adoum baba & chima) know where is it...



and this is what im planning to do, snorkeling! and finding NEMO~



even....say hi to SHARK or Ikan Yu is what i'm keen on!
(in my schoolhood, boys always call me Ikan Yu...kroh3)

Hasta la vista babehh....in LANGKAWI~

Moral of the blog :

It's ok if you:

1) Bunk a few classes (TTP class maybe..hahahaha malass!)

2) TAKE LEAVE FROM STUDY,

3) Enjoy with your friends....yuhuuuu :D

"We are people, not programmed device! "

I'm glad you came

The sun goes down
The stars come out
And all that counts
Is here and now
My universe will never be the same
I'm glad you came

Leap post

29th of February 2012 noted another leap date since 4 years back when i'm just 18

and

the transitions between each leap year

18

19

20

21

increase my curiosity

22

23

24

25

of

who i am for the next 29th Feb?

Mood :

Moral of the blog :

Be strong as espresso, Stay stiff like caramel. That's how life shud be!

Y_Y

Esok (31/01) pukul 1 pm dah nak balik Key Eeel Y__Y

CU Terengganuian this April/May!

p/s : Misi 10 hari mencari cinta hampir tamat,aku pasti rindu sama orang2 yang aku sayang kat Terengganu nieh! Sayang directly and indirectly. Terutamanya mak dan abah~

Mak ngan abah jual gigi...hek3

Gambar curi!! Mak tgah watpe tuh?! hihi

Bye...muahh :x flying kisses~

Gudniteee

Sleep tight....

Just close your eyes

The sun is going down

You'll be alright!

No one can hurt you now

Come morning light

You and I'll be safe and sound.

no moral of the blog

Bnyak jgak post musim cuti nie...name pun cuti. xde keje.

Nnti masuk kerja balik konfem x hirau dah nak buat new entry blog nieh.

Okay, skrg tgah sesak nafas sbb mak dh x bg penulis baking...sbb org rumah nie kurang makan kek bagai, penulis ngn mak je yang makan banyak..huhu

(Hobi mak ngan anak yang sehati sejiwa)

Oleh kerana hobi disekat buat sementara waktu, maka penulis pun terase sesak dada x taw nk buat ape. Last2 duk tekan replay button lagu2 bawah nie.

Lagu tema MTV Mimpi Biar Sampai ke Bintang...Elfira sgat cun, heronya Randy pun hensem. zzzz =_=

"When you're needing your space to do some navigating,

I'll be here patiently waiting to see what you find"

Rumetku Fathiah amat gemar sama Tiffany....penulis pun terjebak jugak.

Comel dan bes suaranye :)

Lirik yang sgat menyentuh hatiku ;p

Penulis mahu lagu nie menang AJL, sbb lirik bukan penyanyi ;D

p/s : Dah berjaya pujuk mak...esok pagi nk kuar beli barang ngan my besties untuk misi seterusnya. yesz :)

3 in 1

is singing : untuk mencintaimu by seventeen

|| Semalam ||

Penulis : Mak, kat dapur ade x nescafe atau milo hok peket2 orh? Org nk buat nieh.

Mak : Xdok. Orang sini bancuh sendiri je. Dok main hok peket mcm orang bujang gtu.

Penulis : Hmm (xjadi buat air-pemalas!-)

|| Hari Ini ||

Penulis online, dan nampak a snippet of article :

=_=

Moral of the blog :

Dengo cakap mok...she knows better than us!

Sekian.

Value has a value only if its value is valued

is singing : Biar Sampai ke Bintang

(aku keje kuatkah smpai tercabut gigi???)

Imagine life as a game in which you are juggling some five balls in the air. They are WORK, FAMILY, HEALTH, FRIENDS, & SPIRIT and you're keeping all of these in the air.

You will soon understand that work is a rubber ball. If you drop it, it will bounce back. But the other four Balls - FAMILY, HEALTH, FRIENDS, & SPIRIT are made of glass. If you drop one of these, they will be irrevocably scuffed, marked, nicked, damaged or even shattered. They will never be the same. You must understand that and strive for it.

-Quoted from : Bryan Dyson, Former CEO of CocaCola-

Moral of the blog :

Work efficiently during office hours and leave on time. Give the required time to your family, friend, and have proper rest.

What Makes You Beautiful

You dont know that u're beautiful?

One Thing

10 days for love

Uhum...akhirnya aku kembali ke kampung selepas 3 bulan di perantauan. Post sebelum ini ade aku cakap yg aku berterima kasih kat boss sbb bagi cuti 10 hari :

"is goin to take 10-day leaves and falling in love with someone, somewhere in this earth, fight off conflicts, and goin back to work.TQ BOSS c:"

Sekarang ade seminggu aje lagi sebelum kembali ke tempat keje..=_=. Maknenye dah 3 hari terlepas ntukku mencari cinta..hak33.

Ok, sebenarnye 3 hari tu memang sengaja dilepaskan sbb musabab tertentu. 3 hari full keje part-time. So tinggal 7 hari ntuk balik ke kampung halaman.......untuk mencari cintaku kembali.

Cinta dan rindu yang telah lame ditinggalkan di kampung halaman.

Cinta dan rindu sama itu oven dan mixer yang hanya boleh didapati di dapur rumah aku kat kampung..hehe. Kat Pantai Hillpark mane ade pape kat dapur, ade ricecooker, multipurpose cooker, ngan elecric thermos. Tu pun sume aku yang bawak dan beli...kalau x memang x berasap. (Btw, thanks to Tya sbb rajin gorengkan telur dan sosej ntuk saya :D )

Ok, sambung cerita pasal cinta. Aku dah jumpa cinta baru..name dier Sarah Phillips. Sarah nie expert in baking and cake decorating. Dulu sebelum start cuti, hari2 aku spent time surfing out things to manipulate and be my own recipe (my gtalk status). Kadang2 sampai 3 pagi salin tips and recipe sbb xde printer. Ades, letih!

Sejak sampai kampung pagi tadi, aku dah aim nak ajak mak g sopim. Sopin segala barang yg diperlukan for my 7 days to find love. To-buy-list memang dah siap dalam handbag burukku. Dan aku memang beruntung punya mak yg memang core-business dier kat dapur, at list separuh daripada to-buy-list dah ade kat dapur. Xyah spend duit lebih..yeah jimat! Pengembaraan antara si gadis dan ibunya bermula, dan Alhamdulillah aku masih ingat camne nak bawak kete Kelisa manual kesayanganku itu~ (duk kl mane main setakat kereta nieh. naik yang besar2 trus macam bas,keretapi,LRT,Komuter,monorel).

Sesi membeli-belah memang penuh debaran.sbb aku x bawak cash, nak guna CIMB card la konon. Baru ade feel sign on merchant copy like a boss. But..no worries nymore sbb my mak belanje sume.Alhamdulillah, tenkiu mak!! Sebagai ganti dan mengenang budi mak, aku belanja la roti boy. Sebijik dua bijik je udah, high colesterol ok! Hmm...nampak cam kedekut je anak dier nieh, tp xpe, aku belanja mak abah ngan doa anak solehah ok :)

...........dah sampai rumah dr shopin, my day officially begin. Harini dah buat 3 creations non-stop. Strawberry butter cake, baked cheesecake, stabilized whipping cream.

(Abah perli aku kot ''Sairah balik kampung patut pi masjid dengo ceramoh, ceramoh td sedap. Patut g dengo belake."). Hmm...dr dapur rumah aku dah boleh dengr ceramah tu sebenarnye,tp dengar sikit2 je. hehee.

Drpd 3 creations td, 2 of them succeed except whipping cream. Aishh...dari haritu aku fail buat whipping cream nieh. Dahla mahal..kalau x menjadi memang agak membazir. So aku decide nk tukar recipe whipping cream gune care yg slalu aku buat kat Haagen Dasz. Dan esok pagi kene kuar sopin whipping cream lagi sekali, brand lain plak. Hopefully tomorrow is my day.

-2.00 am. Shut down my sony...and goin to bed now-

N.O!

this quote said :

since i dont have any reason..then do i need to hate u?

-NO!-

FB's robbery :p

FB's robbery?

Bcoz I stole this article from my boss' FB, heheee~

But do digest the words carefully and reflect them on how u live your life~

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SUMMARY

It's ok if you:

1) bunk a few classes

2)scoring low in couple of papers

3) goof up a few interviews,

4) TAKE LEAVE FROM WORK,

5) enjoy with your friends

6) fall in love

7) little fight with your loved ones.

"We are people, not programmed device! "

CONCLUSION:

is goin to take 10-day leaves and falling in love with someone, somewhere in this earth, fight off conflicts, and goin back to work.

TQ BOSS c:

,_,

Dear, I fear we're facing a problem

You love me no longer, I know

And maybe there is nothing that I can do to make you do.

Mama tells me I shouldn't bother that I ought to stick to another man

A man that surely deserves me

But I think you do!

So I cry, I pray and I beg

Love me and say that you love me

Fool me and go on fool me

Love me and pretend that you love me

Leave me and just say that you need me

I can't care about anything but you.

Lately I have desperately pondered

Spent my nights awake and I wonder what I could have done in another way to make you stay

Reason will not lead to solution

I will end up lost in confusion

I don't care if you really care

As long as you don't go.

p/s : game of life~

Nak undi sape??

Erk..tahun nie ade pilihan raye ke?

Tahun nie jugak penulis dah masuk umo 21 tahun

Currently 21 yo, 09 days (on 09/01/2011)

Asal la Mesia nieh bijak sgat pilih tahun nie wat pilihan raye, time umo penulis btul2 masuk 21 lak tuh. Pening~

Dan masalah yang begitu pastinye.....penulis nak undi sape nnti?

Dh tye sume org, tp xde sorg pun mampu jawab =_=

Kalau undi MPP penah la jgak. Kire penulis ade pengalaman mengundi, nasib2.

...

...

Tapi kalau ntuk kerajaan nak undi sape ekk???

Moral of the blog :

Jadilah rakyat yg bertanggungjawab macam penulis...teett ;p